There is so much power in letting go. When you get there. That moment where there are no residual feelings. You feel complete peace and free. That’s how I feel. It took a little over 2 years to get over the hurt and the residual feelings. What I mean is, the missing feeling of your…… Continue reading road closed
fast changing worlds
It’s 2 am in the morning. I have 6 days left before I go back to work again. I can’t sleep. My boyfriend is in the bedroom fast asleep. He has work today. I spent the last few days just staying home and really enjoying the peaceful surroundings of my own comfortable home. I don’t…… Continue reading fast changing worlds
i am experiencing [my] journey
Everything will always come back to you when you still have yet to learn every part of that lesson. Life, experiences, emotions will teach you many things. If not, it will remind you what you still need to learn… remind you of why you did in the first place. There is no place for regret…… Continue reading i am experiencing [my] journey
Getting bored fr. social media
It is official. I think I am actually getting bored of social media. Finally. From Facebook to Instagram. The excitement has died down I think. I have been waiting for it to die down. I am actually lazy to scroll through the endless pages of instagram. It is not the same as it was before…… Continue reading Getting bored fr. social media
Dear grandma and grandpa. A conversation from my heart
I miss you both in all honesty. I wish I could wake up in a lovely dream to both of you. If I could all I would want is at least 5 mins each to sit down and tell you how much I’ve missed you both. To tell you that I’m in a happy place…… Continue reading Dear grandma and grandpa. A conversation from my heart
6 hrs later and it is finally gone
It’s gone. The pain dissipated into thin air. Among the nervous wreck that had been stinging in my heart like burrowed thorns. I’m okay. To leave the pages turned forward. The soft snore next to me is my greatest comfort now. Goodbye. I wish you well.
I am still hurt..
It has been 2 years and more. Yet, I am still hurt from what happened. How can memories be this strong? Every waking moment you haunt me in every place I pass. It lingers and I can’t make it stop. I know time has passed but i just want to forget, to not be affected…… Continue reading I am still hurt..
COVID: I call it the new MRSA
Source: I googled random photos of people wearing masks in 2020 I have been so fatigued over the entire COVID news – the way it has shaped our “new world”. This is the way it is now. Until it becomes so like the influenza flu with its flu vaccine. Before you judge me, my only…… Continue reading COVID: I call it the new MRSA
The chase
The chase was initially exciting. The chase was could be anything, it was attainable in the mind, and exhilarating, freeing as some would say. But like any chase requires commitment and work. And eventually perpetuate into a high that you got addicted to. The chase was a continuing train track, never ending. And sometimes it…… Continue reading The chase
It’s too late now..
It’s too late now… I have officially wasted a night of being awake. I don’t know why on earth am I awake for a long time. This is the curse of having 3 days off. And the worst part is I have work in a few hours. Let me enlighten you. For some people, like…… Continue reading It’s too late now..
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